Beauty .... >_<

This is something I've struggled with since I was young, growing up in a situation where I was always told I'm no good, I'll never be anything, I'm ugly, no one will ever want me. Coming to masters commission its also been something I've been slapped in the face with so many times spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. Two major things that put it in perspective for me was when I went to bible study one night and the message was just the icing on the cake because I had herd that same thing over and over all week from friends from leaders even the Spirit using someone as I mouth piece to my face and I still wouldn't believe it, but this time it came form the Book (The Bible). To start at bible study he took us back to the tree .. creation .. and he was explaining how we came from dirt and how our dirt is amazingly beautiful to God and although people may see our dirt and and think some way about us it doesn't matter because you are only what God says you are no if ands or but no one can ever label you and strip you of your beauty.  Then I had a visit from the president of Masters Commission and while i was shearing a little of what i thought about the lesson he just sheared, he tells me he felt lead to tell me something, this is what he said: "You are Precious, You are Beautiful, I have great plans for you beyond what you could see, You Are Precious To Me!" .. I love how the spirit moves though people and especially the people you least expect. In the end love yourself for what God made you because He only makes Beautiful things. God shattered society's mold of beauty when he made you. :]